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 Dear Diary, 

    Woah, I know I keep coming on here to write that but woah... Gaining over 200+ followers on a blog feels so different than other forms of media. I honestly can appreciate it so much more now... 200 people is A LOT and I am so proud of myself as well as thankful for all of you, even if I started this blog for myself, it is nice to share it with others who are likeminded or just want to learn more ! ♡

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 Dear Diary, 

    The end of summer is coming to and end... ugh, i shall miss you dearly. As much as I say I hate the hot weather. I love everything else about summer. Almost just as much as I love autumn. The weather around me has not faulted, and continues to scorch the earth, but next week I did see a drop to the 80s!! Along with the weather fading and new things coming. This month so far has been my busiest of the year... I say even though I chose to make myself so busy lol. With working and coding a new blog and keeping up with others and taking care of myself and my animals and cleaning my home. It all sounds like not so much as I write it out... I need to protect my inner thoughts more, my spiritual peace <3 

 Seriously , I need to add some carrot juice into my diet...

Me 24/7 for the past month

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✦ new tab on the blog ✦

Meet Your New
Digital Wardrobe Diva

I'm so excited to share this all with you!

Hi Blogdolls! I made something a little fun for all my fellow fashion lovers or anyone getitng into fashion or finding their style. Our own personal lotus digital wardrobe where you can mix and match and save your favorite looks or each item of clothing to your own closet! Inspired by the ICONIC Cher Digital Closet from 'Clueless'

I had soo much fun creating this custom code, for myself but for all of you as well, I have always adored Cher's closet sytem and always waited for someone to do it, now... I have! If you have any questions Divas, please feel free to reach out. Have so much fun finding your style Doll!

ENTER THE CLOSET?

“Fashion fades, only style remains the same and I just ask to be imitated. It would be the proof of my success.” ♡ Coco Chanel

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 Dear Diary, 

    Wow... omg... I never thought my blog would reach so many amazing people.(lol me after sharing on tiktok for a month) Already 190+ Blogdolls following Lotusofmysoul, my personal y2k myspace/diary/blog. I thank you all so much <3 It means the world to me to finally be able to share all my interest in one place with this side of the web. I LOVE seeing everyones blog themes and layout and ideas and interest<3 The fact that we're all coding and learning html and css and essentially building our own websites!

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VOL. XIII ★ ISSUE I

13 Seasons Later: The Ultimate Story...

As an AVID lover of all things horror and specifically American Horror Story. I feel I watched it at the best time, growing up with the show and character evolution. Along with having to share my opinion about everything I love... Today we will talk about season 1-12 and now the most fawned after season of all... S13.

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An Exhaustive Editorial Dossier: 12 Seasons of Horror and The Dawn of Season 13 by Ayla 2026

COMING SOON...

American Horror Story 13

As we prepare for the highly coveted, highly anticipated thirteenth offical season of 'American Horror Story' (well maybe just me), the curtain rises Sept 24.2026 and the lore grows heavy. Ryan Murphy finally leaks a visceral return to the foundational roots of the franchise, including seasons like Murder House, Coven, Freak Show, Cult, and Asylum (might I say some of the best seasons in my opinion). While I am hoping for some more lore drop from other seasons like, Hotel, Roanoke, and Apocalypse in the new installment. Each of the main cast playing more than 4-5 characters will feed my psychological horror lover heart! Dare they hint at a secret baseline script designed to tie all loose arcs together?.... after all these years? PLEASE!

We return with a Cunty cast featuring returning favs like Angela Bassett, Kathy Bates, Emma Roberts, Billie Lourd, Gabourey Sidibe, Leslie Grossman, Frances Conroy (coming out of retirement for this reprise!), John Carroll Lynch (Twisty the Clown, yes he is cunt), and Mena Suvari (The Black Dahlia) and of course the notorious Jessica Lange reviving ALL of her main character roles! What a treat omg!!

Some set photos posted showed set designs that gave us a nostalgic feeling from earlier seasons, and Ryan Murphy revealed the production team dug deep into storage to reuse original costumes and props! Along with easter eggs placed around set for veteran watchers to catch. But... when I catch Ryan M for not getting Taissa Farmiga and Lily Rabe back.... my girls will be avenged! Now, let's take deep dive into my personal reviews of S 1-12...

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Read More!

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Dear Diary, 

    And a status update for the blogdolls! ♡ This week has been bittersweet. I have had the most amazing time creating and joining this new blog community! But.. I've been so so busy working. Sometimes i wish i could blog all day lol. I think the biggest thing i love is seeing all the girlies blog, share and post their interest <3 Learning new things, coding and html and css etc, its been a ride! xp i hope to keep this journey close to my heart, and i hope you all enjoy the hard work and love i've put into my blog and post ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ 

    Is it bad.. I've been having dreams about blogging and coding! I need to get some good sleep divas (make sure you are!) Back to work again next week ugh.

Love Always, Ayla

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    My dearest Divas! Thank you all so so soo much for the love and support and appreciation for my new blog! I was just at 40.. and now 70!! That is insane to me. I have been having an amazing time learning new things(coding... i mean coding lol) and meeting new dolls and experiencing the world of blogging with you all (>⩊<)

    So many of you are inspiring and have been inspired by me and it all just feels so right. Blogging is the best third party space i've found so far and i hope this journey goes far <3

We're all in this together ♡

talk soon blogdolls, feel free to comment 

any questions, or if you just enjoy ur time here <3

Love always, Ayla 

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The Best Girl Bedrooms In Tv/Film

We all know... the greatest inspiration comes from movies & tv shows. All the work put into every prop & character. Some things never go unnoticed.. These are the rooms that give you major nostalgia and maybe envy, for both their style, cool furniture & layout, and my most fav rooms I personally never stop thinking about!

1. Bridget Marquardt, 'Girls Next Door' 2005

Ugh, starting with the most beautiful, classic, soft pink, playboy bunny themed room ever. The pink stripped  wall with the heart shaped bed and ruffle skirt. The gorgeous fluffy pillows and cute staircase for her dog and kitty.

Imagine having such a elegant fireplace right in the middle of your room, her cutey bunny chair and hints of fashion, art, and just so much pink that works so well together. I'm obsessed! This room gets a solid 9.5 out of 10!

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2. Penelope Wilhern, 'Penelope' 2006

When i first saw this room.. i was in awe. The absolute adoration i had for her room was immense. This is a room you must watch yourself, as she spends all day in there. 

 Her room was a sanctuary along with an extension of herself. It was fantasy & romance & teen angst all wrapped in one bedroom. Her room extended into so many sections. One with her bed surrounded by windows where she could change the background to any season. And the most stunning addition of all...

The swing set, that hung from her ceiling. Swinging through her room she filled with hanging letters and her library Wow... no notes, this room is a solid 10/10!

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3. Lela, 'Teen Beach Movie' 2013

Do you guys see this? Insane color scheme, insane layout, gorgeous furniture, stunning curtains. And the sleepover the girls had in here.  

What a dream room. The wallpaper perfectly complimenting every color in the room and i am obsessed with the double daybeds. Always wanted one of my own! This room is a 10 out of 10 divas!

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4. Raven Baxter, 'That's so Raven' 2003

Not only am i obsessed with the version of her room when it got redone. The mermaid bedframe gagged. My favorite colors. The lounge set up and of course... 

You have to have a canopy and something fuzzy for a classic y2k feel! Her original room setup in the attic was somehow just as good. Given the small space. The maximalist in her never failed to make it eccentric. The vibrant color scheme and that hot pink door were perfect. I was always inspired by Raven. Her room and style expressed who she was to a tea! 9.9/10!

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5. Sabrina Spellman, 'Sabrina the Teenage Witch' 1996

The most cutesy whimsy witch bedroom ever! Her color scheme was always a favorite. 

 The periwinkle wallpaper mixed with the blues and pinks and and woods of the room. And again the canopy and drapery are to die for... the blue curtain especially. OH and that daybed area omg.. you know i love a good day bed. And the insanely stunning stained lass windows in her bedroom! Her room was so comfy and cozy and expressed her as a person so well. I give it a 9.5 out of 10!

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6. Regina George, 'Mean Girls' 2004

Ms. Regina George, oh how you were given everything and had it all taken away.. okay sorry lol, we're talking about her room though that she always had. Which i think we all wanted. My Most favorite part is the balcony, something i always wanted myself and the gorgeous bed frame that extended to the ceiling. It was truly a room fit for a princess that i think we all deserved 

I am a heavy bathroom routine person, and that bathroom is soo perfect.. i can't.. imagine turning on the fireplace with the windows open to the balcony while you take a bath in a fully emerged tub with a canopy and pillars. ugh, just beautiful no notes, 11/10.. mwah

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7. Alex Russo, 'Wizards of Waverly Place' 2007

If you've never wanted her room.. we cant be friends.. lol jk ! Her room changed so much she was the one who taught us reorganizing was mandatory lol. Anyways, i've always loved her fuzzy pink wall & the standing doors to change behind!

When she moved into her own apt & put the bed right in the middle of the room.. Genius! I adored her design choices. The kitchen in the back & the fireplace, the best studio apt i've ever seen! 9/10 divas!

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7. Fiona, 'Josie and the Pussycat Dolls' 2001

Have you EVER seen something so extravagant in a bedroom. Does evil equate style? I loveddd this room down. To the pink square bubble wall (i kind of want to eat lol) to the big bed, the satin pink ottoman at the end of her bed, those bright bubbly lights.

The way she lived in a concrete building and turned into the most beautiful space with her art. She was a villain but had the best taste. 12/10, ate down. 

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All this talk of bedrooms, I think it's time to redecorate my space....and so should you diva!

rate this post divaㅤ♡

Feedback makes my heart flutter!

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Dear Diary, 

    -Wow, o m g, thank you all so so much for all the love and support for my new blog journey. Seriously 40 angels already apart of the blog is an insane thing to think about. I adore you all so much for the love and am so grateful <3 I hope you can find something to enjoy here, and i cant wait to make my blog more interactive for all. If you have any questions, please don't hesitate to ask! i love helping out and love seeing everyones blogs. And if you're just following without your own blog, please feel free to leave any kind of topic suggestions you may have. 

Happy Girlblogging Divas

talk soon blogdolls <3

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August Affirmations

 “The first week of August hangs at the very top of summer, the top of the live-long year, lke the highest seat of a Ferris wheel when it pauses in its turning. The weeks that come before are only a climb from balmy spring, and those that follow a drop to the chill of autumn, but the first week of August is motionless, and hot. It is curiously silent, too, with blank white dawns and glaring noons, and sunsets smeared with too much color. Often at night there is lightning, but it quivers all alone.” — Natalie Babbitt

  I am allowed to become unrecognizable 

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Old energy is clearing.

New energy is entering. 

Great things are coming. 

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 Serendipity  

/serənˈdipədē/

(n) finding something good without looking for it  

with love, happy august angels <3

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Dear Diary,  

   Holy shit! As you know i am watching 'The Vampire Diaries', not only watching but rewatching for i think the 8th time, However, and i never fail to forgot so many things haha. LIKE, JUST NOW, as i am watching. Caroline talking to Stefan after he left his house when Elena moved in after Jeremy tried to off her(oof) Telling Stefan all these theories about what?        

                                     

    Elena being sired to Damon!!!! How did i forget! Honestly i don't know, but it was so fun realizing that again, because if i'm being honest.... Elena was getting a bit crazy with all that attitude lol.                                

okay divas, talk soon ♡

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who's rewatching tvd right now ?